For those who are not deterred, we are guided...

Because the 2nd article listed below may need some edits, this article may need some edits once that is done…

As a continuation from:

• Unique Psychology Unique Health - menopause, andropause, birth, hormones, transition, and the brain

• If something is going to work, it's going to work on multiple levels - the new RestoreChi Water Energy Card (+ Dampness Release)

• ...using Unique Psychology, Unique Health, and Felt Safety, kids get better, and adults find their Unique Life Plan

Let's take a step back.

When I wrote the first article, I was finally relieved of 2 weeks of an insanely itchy torso, especially at night. While this itch was ongoing, every day I tried bathing in RestoreChi water, taking supplements, and a few Esogetics treatments, which included:

• Grey Kidney/Bladder (life streams for paralyzed reaction capacity)

• Kidney/Adrenal back segments

• Red and Immune Ellipse (for Degeneration)

• OGT small region 1&2 (stomach & intestine, info barrier)

• Rest1 brainwave program

• Cross and brainwave rhythms for Neutral Air (Libra, which addresses skin, blood toxicity, stomach acid, and is called the mental zone)

• Median Turbulence and Zone of Warmth (to relax the abdomen)

• Conflict Treatment: pineal interference, info points, points of memory (rhythm), memory triangle, pain ellipse, conflict lines

• Child1 (issues before age 6) brainwave program

• Tension between Mother and Father (polarity stress)

• Small Rhombus of the Pre Frontal Cortex, with points of the Thalamus and Pineal, and zone of Frozen Feelings on the back

• Child2 (issues before age 9) brainwave program

• and the Allergy protocol (using bodily secretions, several times)

... with no discernable improvement.

The baths were nice for a brief period, but the RestoreChi cream seemed to pull the itch from my body, concentrating it on the surface of my skin, so I had to wash it off.

In reading the way in which my teacher described a course I had already taken and didn't get much use out of from another teacher, I shared this with a fellow Esogetic practitioner, and she recommended a treatment which I applied, and it worked! Unlike the Tephereth treatment below, which guided me to what I needed to do next, with the Yesod treatment above, I didn't notice anything right away, but over the course of the next 2 nights, I stopped waking up to scratch, and then the itch just went away.

<small interlude here, I think it's important to share that none of us should take anything anyone says about us personally, we all see things through our unique lens, what I see and what I find helpful for me on my life path doesn't mean that it is a true character flaw of this person that everyone must validate an know, it might just be something I need to know about our contract in some way coming to an end, and also, it offers capacity for me to understand why someone may behave a certain way, and have compassion for them failing to see that there are ways in which they can shift, but right now they are reaction to what is, a change they were hoping was never going to change, but the only constant in life is change, we are here to grow>

This is the treatment that she recommended:

While there are some things in the indication that matched the suspected pathway for my symptoms, the exact match for what my teacher used in her description, which I resonated with, was for:

Here's some more information about the "cogwheels":

• movement of information allows it to emerge

• sephiras (on the Tree of Life on our body) are committed to the whole

• when there is a block in the movement of information, there is no harmony, no connection between the past and the future (things from the past are carried forward, hindering us in the now), we feel off, then we get physical pain/illness, and even if we medicate, we still feel off, when the future takes on the past it becomes disease, we need to treat the cause

• these treatments calm/balance the symptoms assigned to each planet/astrological sign/sephira

• treating the sephira treats the whole (although we can describe it, we probably can't understand it)

• moving in opposite directions (front and back) information is carried by torsion fields, the Tree of Life is a basic level for removing individual blockages

• dealing with the blockages of information is enough, we don't need to become enlightened

• when we treat the sephira on the body, we treat the back first, because this holds the parts of our individual program that have not been learned or lived

• treating the sephira, we influence the negative function of the organs and their illness, and reconnect them with higher-level information

The statements I put in bold (above) are important. My dad won't accept treatment he can't understand. I wonder if the reason itchy skin at night is so common in menopause/andropause is because it's like a last chance: to wake up, accept help, and complete as much of our life program as possible...

In applying the treatment to Tephereth (above), I realized how scared I was for the pain in my left head, sinus, socket where my tooth was removed, to come back. I was bracing, not allowing it to release, which caused more pain. My canker sore, still present, stopped hurting, but my left shoulder started to tense in the heart area (which is exactly where I have an itchy bump on the gallbladder meridian). While treating this segment with blue (for cramps, tension, and stress) my left hip (large intestine segment) started speaking to me (it often does), so I treated it with violet (for any possible infection). Shortly after, my right shoulder started to ask for support (so I treated the tonsil segment with yellow, to drain lymph from the head) - this is why it is important to track how we feel when we are receiving treatment and shortly afterwards, so we can follow what the body wants us to know:

It's interesting, as this treatment at Tephereth is related to connecting the head, heart, and gut brain, and the segments on my back, asking for support, were an exact match (heart, large intestine, and head lymph). This is why I love this work. You just do what the body asks, and it teaches you how it is all connected. And, for me, it is connected to my clients' symptoms as well. For a long time, I've been experiencing what my clients have, or a mirror of it, so that I can understand what they may benefit from.

My right index finger is still sore, so I know my perception in the now still needs some adjustment to avoid the destruction of my body (possible rheumatoid arthritis). But my left hip (related to liver, emotions, anger, aggression, and stress) is free from pain. Pain in the right hip is related to the pancreas and holding onto "what is", and problems usually start on the right because this is the sephira for mercury (where everything happens quickly). My natal astrology chart has more strain on venus (the left hip) and mars (fire sign, liver). More work to be done...

Finally, I wanted to share, that between the last two articles, listed at the top, I applied this treatment:

...when one of the Elhapargen dipped acupuncture needles was inserted, I felt a cramp in my liver, that I was able to breathe through to release. Then I had increasing head pressure throughout the treatment, and in the 10 minutes of rest that followed, the pressure let go through my left sinus/nose (where I continue to have a bit of pain from dry skin on the inside, at times). From this experience, I understood that liver/gallbladder anger can be released through lung/large intestine grief. My sinuses are helping me let go, just like major depression helped me let go and align more with my life path 18yrs ago.

Following the Yesod treatment above, I took the final aspect of Divine Healing training that I was missing, and I do feel like more guidance was added to my team, to support me in healing sessions, it's so vulnerable that I can't deny it. This is why I came off my depression and anxiety medication, to be able to feel once more. The damage to my liver was not just because of 10 years on these medications, but the suicide attempt at age 15 with a large bottle of extra strength Tylenol (which my mom was trying to get me to take for my headaches, it only worked once, then never again). And it's ok, all of it. Even if we are damaged, these parts can communicate with us more quickly, they are more on the surface.

While I would love to only help people feel better, and I think Unique Psychology does that, sometimes it's not enough. I was told, many years ago, that my natal astrology shows severe health problems unless I get on with my life path. While this may be true for everyone, I've always been trying to outrun my mother's legacy of insomnia, fibromyalgia, formerly known as chronic fatigue/pain, rheumatoid arthritis, back pain, and the need to pop pills to sleep and take strong pain killers and lie down to be able to function in the day. Understanding how to avoid this is personal. Clients can choose to go down this path with me for themselves, or not. I want people to make an informed choice. There is no other path for us to take but our own, I can understand not liking this, but that's the deal. This is why I sometimes feel like a grimm reaper, with my scorpio sun sign, and pluto conjuct venus and my north node. Pluto/Scorpio says there is only one way, let go or die, whatever will teach you best.

Thinking about how all of this means "I am not excused from Esogetic work, even though it's hard", brings pain to the top outside of my left leg, this is where we treat to reveal our life program to us in our dreams, onward we go...